Sometimes i wonder if i should do a post in chinese... But i'm lazy cos then i'll have to do double the work, typing then choosing... 我的华语越来越退步了！！ somehow, dreamy posts always look more sophisticated when in chinese, hahahha...
Been wondering abt the future lately... Wonder how it'll be...
Ppl always have high expectations when you're the firstborn...
I have a classmate whose brother is so successful now, he can afford to take care of the whole family.. Which, in turn leaves my lucky friend with no pressure at all...
What abt me??!
I want a house! very nice one with lacquered wooden floors mind...
and a dog! my very own one...
and a cleaning lady!
and endless trips and holidays!
and the ability to be able to buy things i like the moment i see it! not budget & scrimp & save beforehand...
Seems like i'm a greedy pig, but truthfully... many ppl are able to have such things at a young age and i feel pretty bad when envy rears its ugly head... Cant help it,
keep hearing classmates going to Japan, Hongkong, Bangkok, etc etc... Sigh...
keep seeing friends wearing Guess, LV, Esprit, etc etc...
hear them talking abt the summer course in England like it doesnt cost anything at all....
But how, money is tight and it'll be my responsibility to get us out of this rut...
well.. well.. no pressure at all...
Sigh....
What will become of my life??!
Que sera sera... whatever will be will be....
Pointless post?? Maybe...
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